The road
a moving line
leads us to the outside.
Take a look around.
lights are drifting
slower
faster.
Every town we pass
a new day is gone by.
Every stop we accept
our heart gets more nervous
it gets more expectant.
But as the horizon seems to end
and the wind touches slightly our faces
we know
we are close
we know
ocean is near.
Twelve month.
Four natural moods.
Fixed period.
Fixed sequence.
One Section ends
by the beginning
of the following.
A circular season
is ruled out.
Isn´t it ?
The hand is turning.
The hand is turning.
The hand is turning.
Makes its unstoppable way
around the face.
around the face.
around the face.
Can´t fake it.
Can´t break it.
Can´t hide it.
So face the facts:
It´s only silent
inside.
You’re drifting.
Surrounded by Water.
On a blue surface.
You don’t care anymore
about the feeling
you’ve lost.
Don’t even remember the name of it.
But your eyes are still working.
They perceive the island
at the end of horizon.
You get stranded.
You feel the ground beneath
your feet,
and the gratitude below
your heart.
Unfortunatly your time is restricted,
so you get lost
again.
Now you’re drifting.
Surrounded by Water.
On a blue surface.
But now something warms
your frozen body from the inside.
You remember the name of it.
People say
you get paid back.
It’s worth waiting.
Keep on moving.
Keep on listening.
It’s worth waiting.
They say you get compensated
for all the restless fear.
They say you will be satisfied
sooner
as you know.
Perhaps, they just want to comfort.
They just want to keep you smile.
But they were damn right.
She was worth waiting.
You are very far away
but you feel it
and you hear it.
Your haert beats harder
and you know
Today it´s gonna work,
if you work.
You are afraid
but you feel the expectation
in your restless hands.
You know
It`s incalculable,
mighty,
naturally organized.
It breaks your small universe
into a thousand pieces
of truelly trivial living.
It`s one of the most beautiful things
you`ve ever seen.
What if winter durates much longer than you expect ?
What if you aren`t prepared for a not ending coldness ?
What if the shiver breaks all your happiness
and hope shatters between your trembling fingers ?
Would you still believe in summer
?
I would.
As the answer looks like, night looks like.
Cause it’s just me and the darkness.
Just me
and my circular thoughts.
Not passing hours
instruct me with limited loneliness
to remind me of myself.
Myself in here.
Myself outside.
Who’s with me when morning returns ?
Who’s with me to ease my mind ?
My pain ?
Can’t ignore it.
Have to figure it out.
Why did you loose your grip ?
Your home ?
Your mind ?
Yourself ?
Was it an unavoidable gift
from your parents,
who where gifted, too ?
Was it the consequence of violence
you got
and gave ?
Was it a fault
of someone else ?
I don´t know why your light fades.
I don´t know.
But I care.
I really do.
Eleven years to grow with time and
fourthousand days to feel it.
Twenty Seasons to be prepared and
just a few seconds to know
you were wrong.
Fifteen years to redefine yourself and
just three month to give it up
again.
A thousand days to rest in tears and
just 10 Seconds
to change
your life.
Looking for intelligence ?
Looking for true perspectives ?
Looking for power, to decide
what is wrong
and
what is right ?
Make it demanding.
Make it special.
Make it as complicated as it gets
and hide every important fact
to let only a few, educated people know
what your stupid, unpayable thoughts are for.
Let everybody recognize:
You are a very precious member
of the genius world.
What a useless idea.
The month
were circulating around
one day
of seven days.
It was perfect and clear
we would´t accept
the end.
we would´t accept
any change
at all.
But for an aditional time in my life, I felt
we would have to.
we would have to.
we would have to.
It doesn’t matter
We’ll remember.
I’ll remember.
All of us.
Soon,
time is changing.
Soon,
it’s gonna be better.
Soon,
it’ll be worth waiting.
Now,
you’re still hoping.
Now,
you’re still expecting.
Now,
you’re stil dreaming
of soon.
All the way from soon till now.
All the way
to realize:
soon became now.
